I hold no ill will towards anyone but the likes of you.
You’ve taken all you can & borne no guilt or shame.
Thinking the world owes you something for nothing.
Those for whom I have any grain of evil.
Those for whom my stomach turns at your site or thought.
Those for whom…my heart’s no longer caught. Fuck you & die.
You’ve earned no part of my heart
And even less of my mind. Solemn in my solitude about the ways I feel.
Given time & time again…
No return, just left to reel. You & yours are the last ones alive.
Those for whom I have any grain of anger.
Those for whom my stomach turns at your word or touch.
Those for whom…my heart’s not in it…not so much. Fuck you & die.
You’ve earned no part of this coil.
And even less of my soul. Grateful in my gratitude about ways to move on.
Seeing light beyond this pain.
A certain sort of dawn. You & yours are the last ones alive.
Those for whom I have any grain of sorrow.
Those for whom my mind burns away.
Those for whom…the rest, I dare not to say.